Her Public Diary

Soooooo…… yesterday I had a complete breakdown. I don’t know what really happen or if I can even identify what’s going on with me. Oh no wait, I can’t really say I don’t know what’s going on. I was aware that some type of anxiety was coming and I didn’t want to identify it with stress but I knew it was something. I mean what is anxiety? An underlying feeling? I mean I’m worried about a few things with the New Year coming, annoyed with being apart of something and everyone not giving their 100 percent and just simply maintaining. Now, what happen yesterday - I was riding down the street on the phone with one of my really good friends and got annoyed with another really good friend. Now first off the problem is that I’m writing this post and nobody knows but they will be able to identify themselves if they ever find this blog or read this post - funny but not funny. I ended up getting so upset on the phone and I literally just took off on my friend and was speeding. And before you know i...

So, I was on Facebook a few days ago and saw this video of a man yelling that this woman left her baby in the car asleep. I think it was at Walmart where she was parked and left her son in the car asleep. Now before you judge her let me tell you my story........ Here we go.... So my daughter decided she wanted to be a dancer and wanted to start taking ballet lessons. She turned out to be really good, I must say, and the first year in ballet she got the opportunity to be a GingerBread Girl in her first Nutcracker. Now the rules for dropping them off and picking them up are that the parent must come in and sign them in and out. Which, don't get me wrong it's understandable. Now if you read my last post you'll know how many children I have and the baby was one year old at this time. We went in and watched The Nutcracker for the second time, the boys were misbehaving, Nikolas didn't want to sit still, and the baby would not stop crying at this point. Finally, Graison fell a...