Her Public Diary

Sibrina turned 12 years old this year! She changed my life, I mean she changed everything about me. She made me stronger, she made me smarter, she gave me confidence and she provided love from someone I had never felt before. This year she turned 12 years old and I can’t be more happier with the young lady she’s turning into. She is smart in her own way and Just Gorgeous ! I think she is the prettiest little girl I have ever seen (but don’t we all think that about our children). Sibrina does ballet full time and drives me crazy about getting them pointe shoes. She has convinced Graison that she is his best friend and I have to say to myself she is the sweetest little girl you will ever meet. I’m hard on her though…. I think it’s because I know how hard it is sometimes to be a black girl/ woman. I mean I want her to have the best and be the best. I want her to always choose to do the right thing and I want her to believe that she can be who she wants to be at no cost of selling who s...

So the other day I was trying to figure out what I was going to do to my hair and decided on getting some braids. Backstory - I have always and I mean always wore my hair short. If I had hair it was only for a minute and then I would go back into cutting my hair off again. I like my hair short and shaved as low as possible in the back. Then here comes my husband out of nowhere (probably looking at them weaves online) says why don’t you let your hair grow out (rolling my eyes) thinking to myself like you have to be kidding me I’m now grey and the middle of my hair thinning but I reluctantly say okay and now I’m walking around looking a hot mess! I decided to get some braids…. I don’t know why… I get braids and I immediately think it's too much hair for me. She put so much hair on my head. The braids are cute, she braided them perfectly and they are flat. The girl knows what she is doing, it’s just too much on my head. The point…. I was standing in the mirror looking at myself and sa...