Procrastination

By: Simantha
ugh........ delay, postponing, and putting this website off is what I have been doing. The plan was for at the beginning of the year I would begin to write in this diary daily, and weekly. I could have even done this once a month, but no I haven't done anything all year! And look now we're in the middle of September... I mean the year is almost over! I honestly can't believe myself. I would ask myself often why haven't you started? When are you just going to start writing? What's taking you so long? And I would just push it back with no answers just not doing it.... some times I feel nervous about the entire thing, about my entire plan. This is the beginning and it makes my stomach hurt every time I think of starting. The truth is I'm scared that I may be successful and not know how to act. I scared that people may not be receptive and also scared that I may fail...... Today is a new day! And today I am writing! The plan is to work from this day forward without concern of my nervousness, me failing or people not being receptive! I choose NOT TO PROCRASTINATE ANY LONGER! I'm moving forward with my dreams! "A year from now, you'll wish you had started today."

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